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I just finished revising "Names", mainly because it's a bit easier than revising "68 Wives" (probably because I care about it slightly less *g*), and when I moved that, with a great feeling of satisfaction, to the 'finished' folder in my 'writing' file, I decided to poke around a bit in that folder.

The 'finished' folder contains a folder for every story I've finished so far (that's 14), and those folders contain all the earlier, 'in progress' versions of those stories. So I took a look at the very first incarnation of what is now "Normal", but was then titled "Coming Home", and, whoah. It's craptastic!

I'm quite impressed with myself for having turned that pile of crap into "Normal". Even if it did take me three years.

Will post both "Names" and the final version of "Starving On the Jump Down" (yay for pretentious fic titles stolen from German humorists!) in the next couple of days. Just need to get them formatted for my website.

Then, I'll finish revising "68 Wives" and the also very pretentiously/stupidly titled *very* early Methos fic "Sometimes We Believe" (my second story, from way back in 2000), and *then* I'll get back to my many works in progress. Wheeeee!

So I promised myself that I would make space for writing in my life again, but I'm not always in the mood to really write something fresh. Instead I've decided to revise my older stuff when I'm too tired to write something new. Started revising my second Lyric Wheel story today, 'Sometimes We Believe' (the very first one won't get revised but will be left unchanged as a monument to my very humble beginnings as a fanfic writer). Well, it's certainly an interesting experience because 'revising' mainly seems to consist of cutting stuff out for now. It's 12 pages long at the moment, but I expect it will be a lot shorter by the time I'm done.

I think partly this is just the lazy way to revise - don't think too long about a sentence that bothers you; cut it out. On the other hand I have this tendency to remove stuff from earlier drafts all the time, and the tendency has only gotten more pronounced recently. I can't tell you how many pages I removed from 'Normal', all told. And I think 'Normal' is all the better for it, even if I do feel a certain nostalgia for certain missing sentences or paragraphs. But, even if you're utterly in love with a certain sentence - if it doesn't work in the place or for the character you used it for: get rid of it. Keep it for some other story if you must, but don't leave it where it only hinders the flow or results in OOCness.

Also... I'm not sure that, considering how old this story is and how much I have changed since then, I should be doing anything more invasive than editing it a bit. Sure, there are bits I would write completely differently now. But the story is part of my own writing history, and I don't want to falsify that too much. I don't really want to turn it into a different story than it was intended to be at the time.