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I'm warm now. The two extra layers of clothes really helped. Even my hands are warm now, and they *never* are, when I'm at the computer! It's a miracle! Maybe I should *always* wear this much stuff at the computer!
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I'm wondering... where's the difference between laziness and a real psychological crisis? *Is* there an excuse for the way I'm failing at basically everything right now, or am I just trying to dress up my insufficiencies as something less embarrassing?
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The sad thing is, I could be *done* with the essays by now. I would have been able to go to bed now. There isn't that much more to do on them, just check some footnotes and choose a couple of illustrations. It's ridiculous, really. If I'd actually been able to *focus* on working, without my mind beginning to drift immediately upon maximising the window and looking at the text, I'd be done now.
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I'm wondering... where's the difference between laziness and a real psychological crisis? *Is* there an excuse for the way I'm failing at basically everything right now, or am I just trying to dress up my insufficiencies as something less embarrassing?
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The sad thing is, I could be *done* with the essays by now. I would have been able to go to bed now. There isn't that much more to do on them, just check some footnotes and choose a couple of illustrations. It's ridiculous, really. If I'd actually been able to *focus* on working, without my mind beginning to drift immediately upon maximising the window and looking at the text, I'd be done now.
Hey.
Date: 2007-04-23 03:06 am (UTC)I love you. :-)
I so need to get "68 Wives ready" for posting...
Re: Hey.
Date: 2007-04-23 11:53 pm (UTC)And no pressure about Wives. When you're ready, you're ready!