Oh shit.

I just took a look at my unfinished re-edit of my first/only LoM vid (draft version can be found here for those who haven't seen it yet - please keep in mind it's a draft, though), and noticed that I've completely forgotten how to use the editing software.

I'm also scared stiff when I think about trying to recreate the section where the lights switch off on the beat of the music. That was frelling difficult to achieve the first time around, and I'm so not looking forward to doing that another time. Arrrgh.

If I were a bit more intelligent/less perfectionist/less obsessive I'd probably just say the video is done, and move on.

But I want a better version, grrrr. I can see it in my mind.

At least I was clever enough to make a detailed script of the entire vid when I decided to re-edit it. And I kept all the clips.

BTW - the vid has mostly 'plain cuts', i.e. no fades. Do you think I should change that? I'm scared of fades. I find them very difficult to time to the music, among other things, I think.

As she sat staring at videoclips of John Simm

You know, I still haven't made up my mind about whether he's good-looking or not. And that after a year and a half or so of fancying him.

I know he's *attractive*, in some hard to define way. But, good-looking? I don't know. I just don't know.

The journalist who called him "ugly-handsome", ages ago, was wrong, though. He's not ugly. Just kind of... utterly "normal" looking, sort of. Sometimes. Unspectacular, unremarkable.

And then something happens, now and then, and he turns... "startlingly attractive", I think some other journalist put it. And yeah, it is startling. Kind of mind-boggling, really.

*boggles*

I'm also amused by how he seems to be always the short one. Is he really that short, or do they just always team him up with giants?

Yikes, I'm looking at celebrity pics. What's wrong with me? *g*

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