Back home...

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... and ready to dig myself out from under this mountain of guilt etc.

Unfortunately, my laptop just died. *Before* I could transfer three months worth of data back from it to my main computer, of course. That includes all my unanswered mail of the last three months, a significant source of guilt.

*sigh*

Comments

Of course.

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That doesn't change a thing, though. I need friends; people I('d like to call) friends need me. I need to learn to deal with that. For all my defects, I'm still a social animal; I need to learn to behave like one.

(Man, I love this icon.)

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/shallow

Re: (Man, I love this icon.)

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Oh, indeed. He's gorgeous.;)

Re: Of course.

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For all my defects, I'm still a social animal; I need to learn to behave like one.

Of course. Being autistic doesn't mean you can do *completely* without friendship and human interaction. Only that it's sometimes "draining" (you can take only so much, even if you like the person), and that you usually have a problem with dealing with people in group situations. Unfortunately, there are so many clichés around, meaning that usually you can't even admit it, because people either won't believe you in the first place or don't take you seriously any longer.

For years, I had suspected I might have autistic tendencies, but always dismissed it because it seemed too "extreme". It does explain *a lot*, though. And while, of course, it's not an "excuse" for anything, being aware of it has helped me to better understand others as well as myself.;)