I'm gearing up for the LJ catch-up now, this time for real. ;-)

And probably I should try to vanquish my telephonophobia tomorrow and actually call some old neglected (local) friends. And once I'm done calling everybody around here I should find a way to actually use Skype, so I could - possibly - talk to you...

I *really* need to get on this task of saving what's left of my relationships with people I care about, NOW. There's no excuses anymore - no internships, no uni, no thesis, not even a part-time job (at the moment). And I've been feeling completely rotten about my behaviour towards my friends (and family) for far, far, far too long. (Don't try to reassure me - I don't need reassurances. I need a change in my own behaviour. Now.)